Dave's Confessional: #1

     I've never been much of a blogger, vlogger, or anything that had to do with keeping anytime of electronic journal in cyberspace. I've had blogs before with maybe a few post here and there, but mostly about nothing in particular. I've never really had a special "skill" just a love for writing. Needless to say, most of those blogs, vlogs, whatever failed. This blog has been a semi-decent one. I've managed to write posts, have people who read them, if only for maybe one or two view on a few. I had at least 28 on my post about bullying and opening up about being bullied and my hopes for everyone....most likely, those hopes are in vain. I could have just stopped blogging and let it rest, however, I don't post daily, maybe once or twice within a week period. That fact in itself is fairly odd, since all journals I've kept have failed.
     They would start out with "Oh, I have the perfect blog recipe. I'll write about something I like. Then I'll wait a week and make another post." only that never happened, I'd make a post and then  next week would roll around, I'd make another post, etc. Eventually, I would forget a week and try and backtrack and make up for it in the next post....if there ever was one. I may pick up the blog a month or so later and by that time, my interest in whatever it was originally about had lost it's peak. I figured with this one, it was about me, my life, and whatever I wanted to fucking post at any given moment. I could literally write about ANYTHING my heart desired and it would be ok. I could post as many times as I want to no matter when. I tried a daily journal, pen and paper, and kept up with it daily....but eventually missed days and had to recap. That in itself is bad for me because my memory isn't all that great. (I've been trying to exorcise it and keep myself sharp by mixing up Crosswords, Wordfinds, and anagrams. so far, I believe it's working. hopefully. I need more brain games Ha ha ha. Anyway. I wanted to take a brief moment to kinda pat myself on the back for keeping with this blog for as long as I have and updating it as well as I have. You have no idea how easy it is for me to overlook posting on my blogs. I also wanted to thank those who have viewed my posts. I appreciate all the support and views. I'm not looking to "make it big", this is just a place for me to vent and share personal thoughts on a cybertronic blank canvas. Thank you. ~Dave